I FINALLY GET IT.
I miss my kids and and I miss Ben. Words cannot express it. As much as I want to be there with them, I realize that I have to take care of myself first. Being here and getting help not only helps me, but it will help me to be a better wife and mom for them. As much as I want to fly to Sri Lanka right this moment, I have to be patient.
I hope that it is not much longer, as things are going really well. I know right now, that I am getting my mask secure, so that I can help those I am traveling with- this handsome lot right here.